went to jas's house yesterday.
i have a craving for cheng ting lately.
sighsigh.
then i did my POA homework and watched summer's scent. i love that show! its really nice. i love the love stories in it.
(luckily o wore FBT shorts yesterday. phew, jaslin should know why. haha
i sat on the stairs watching wang zi bian qing wa. oh no! that show is seriously very niceeeee too!
so touching. it keeps making me smile. hehehe.
then jas kept calling me to come down and play cards. but yeah. like what she said. the atmosphere is very awkward. haha.
as i sat, i felt more and more tired. then stupid jia sheng kept turning back and look at me. yes, just look. not stare, not smile.
weird hor? hahaha i felt so embarrassed la. then i said whatwhat?? then i smiled at him and looked away then he smiled and looked away.
hahaha. he kept repeating it. hes so funny.
ahhh! stupid KK and jia sheng kept looking into my POA book. my thoughts are all in there. then they started "editing" my drawings.
haha nevermind, its all memories when i look at them.
finally, time for dinner. went to foodcourt to eat.
jas didnt feel like eating.
again.
sigh, i feel so worried for her. but i can understand her mood of dont feel like eating.
hope she starts regular eating soon!
hehe her father is really cute. he ordered nasi BRAni. hahaha. and dessert. with ADDED COCONUT.
so unhealthy. hehehe then i said zhe xie hen unhealthy leh. zhe ge hen duo coconut, zhe ge hen duo fei.
hehehe then he looked at me and said shi ar. then he said ni shuo dao wo bu gan chi liao le. hahaha.
then jaslin said, aiya xi guan jiu hao. hehehe. then she complained about yesterday.
WHOLE DAY FROM MEET UNTIL NIGHT. FROM HERE GO TO THERE ALSO CANNOT FIND HER XIE.
hehehe so funny. then those guiys kept laughing. uncle also. haha so embarrassing.
jas said she wanna go toilet. i went with her, we went upstairs's. i dont know what i was hoping again. sigh.
then we went to pasar malam. oh yes, we saw bing shun and kar wee before entering the food court. bing shun walked past then he looked back again. me too.
we gave each other a so called long look.
then we saw bing shun approaching the bus stop. im like, oh no.
i pretended not to see him. lucky the awkwardness wasnt for long. the bus came.
he kept looking out of the window, jas and i kept talking. then the guys alighted, jas said she wanna too.
i went like, mustwealightmustwealightmustwealight?
no reply. then i saw bing shun some sort gave the *shakeheadshakehead thing. sigh
he kept calling me ah lian and i wanna prove him right wrong.
i believed he's more stuck to the belief that im one. sorry, i have disppointed you. and i didnt heed your past advice. so sorry. : (
dont worry, i know my limits. i should be stopping my nonsense soon.
walked around pasar malam feeling as though im wasting my time for nothing at all. boys kept neglecting us. jaslin was so mindful.
so boring.
went to look for josie at mc. she was with her brother. her brother is sosososo mischevious. hmm.
sigh, im waiting for noodles to cook when i dont feel like eating them. arghhh.
he just said helo to me on msn. sigh. are you going to talk to me? dont. dont.
they went to buy "shark's fin" and went to mr heng meng's house downstairs to savour it. hah. guess what? his house is at the far end of the coffeeshop there.
my house is at the other far end of the coffeeshop. hehehe and he didnt believed i stayed near him.
okay hes not talking.
hahaha then heng meng said wo gang ban bu jiu. haha i said wo ye shi leh. then he said i primary 6 ban lai de.
hahahaha. like that called GANG BU JIU. then what bout' me?
hahaha i also gang bu jiu. not very long ago la, hahaha only last year in december ending. hahaha.
~Members 4Life~ {vincentlovesu.blogspot.com}*updated on 26/02/07* says:
still using ur temp line ar?
rebecca says:
yup
okay. back. sat on the tube like thing for a while. i kept thinking and thinking bout' stuff.
my mind was filled with nothing but it felt heavy. sigh. the night seemed so nice to waste.
*im trying my best to act the coldest now.
then we kept wasting time and wasting time.
we were just there to feel each other's presence.
actually i dont mind. but i dont know, i didnt feel like staying there long.
then MO JO THE MONSTER started pulling my slippers from the hole she stuck her hand in!!
ahhh!! stupid monster. hehehe. then i shifted my position here and there. in the end, my butt was no longer on the tube.
i stood the other side instead. then jas asked all of them to come up, saying i very zi bi. sigh. haha.
so they did. i was sitting on the bar of the tube then jia sheng sat on the tube. the others stood just near.
then stupid jia sheng pushed me a little. luckily i was already grabbing firm onto the bar. i was afraid of falling? i dont know...
i just felt insecure. haha.
then i poked JS's side. hahah he OIE. hahah hes afraid of falling too!
it was only then i talked to them face to face. i think they make me feel comfortable when im with them.
haha.
stupid josie and KK and JS kept scaring me that i saw something.
BUT I THOUGHT I REALLY SAW JOSIE SITTING THERE. besides, the lights went off already.
so scaryyyy. i was really scared. they ept scaring meee.
KK sat there, a little leaning on jas's calfs. hahaha. they really looked like a couple. : )
hehehe. really! i suddenly had this feeling jas likes KK. but she doesnt wanna admit.
i think its rather obvious.
jia sheng is funny.
hehehe.
then i said i have to go already. i dont know i said how many million times.
jas just dont want me to leave. so i tried my best to stay on. but my mum's alone at home.
i feel very bad.
but still, i stayed on.
before bidding goodbye to them., i hid JS's slippers underneath. hahaha.
then stupid KK crept up and eavesdropped on what i told jas. then he told JS.
grrr.
nevermind.
hahaha.
so i bidded goodbye, they scared me again.
then i walked past the coffeeshop, these 3 guys suddenly turned and stared at me.
haha i felt drowsy but was shocked by them.
haha.
weird.
haha.
haha er zi lalalallaaed.
i hope things will just stay so fine.
im happy when im with jaslin.
and KK and JS. and maybe HM. : )
love.
thank you for these days jas.
: )
you are still not gone from me...
you are just so sticky and unable to be removed from the realms of me.
~Members 4Life~ {vincentlovesu.blogspot.com}*updated on 26/02/07* says:
so how are u?
rebecca says:
veryvery fine.
rebecca says:
you?
~Members 4Life~ {vincentlovesu.blogspot.com}*updated on 26/02/07* says:
okok
~Members 4Life~ {vincentlovesu.blogspot.com}*updated on 26/02/07* says:
mi too
rebecca says:
good then
then he just went offline.
hah...
whatever.
i dread tomorrow!
im really scared!
and yes, i feel like skipping training.
im getting from bad to worse.
im sorry Lord...
*sigh.
7:21 PM
i dream of you.
♥