hehehehehehe rebecca's happy today.
coach praised her mechanism was great.
hehehe im really happy you know, i see my mistake in batting already!
i hope i can improve in time to come! : )
hehe happy.
then im really happy that shue ling is starting to smile at me and talk to me NICELY.
yay! i feel we are friends again.
initially i was afraid she wasnt real but later on i couldnt tolerate acting indifferent towards her. hehe. before meeting them, i felt down again.
sigh, calvin, sorry again.
today was scorching.
but im happy! im really looking forward to perth!
i was questioning i should purchase a hi-card. should i??
my close friends should know why im hesitating whether to get one, of course, i gave excuses.
for the red tee, i decided my name to be *re6ecca. looks like rebecca but i had a 6 in it to replace the b.
why?
my aim was to get the stupid 6 into my name. i wanted myself to remember always the mistake i had made and the person whom i have lost.
ha-ha.
its opposite of the stupid guy who has a 9 on his back. and i dont want nice things to end long anymore. they keep failing me...
i like SAS very much! it gives me joy.. not like orchidpark. always making me upset and cry.
say lee's in camp now. i dont know why, but i dont miss her. sigh. whats wrong?
anyway, take care say lee. hope you dont see things ya.
you asked if i will be going to sch on the 3 days.
i said maybe no, you said aiya, then i asked why. you said at least can see me.
hehe i was happy..
but later on, not so. things have changed so my reaction was like.. sigh..
be happy, say lee.
God, is this what "you cant have the best of two worlds" mean?
you let me have shue ling back, but you are taking say lee away from meeeee... :'(
anyway Lord, my life is in your hands. you plan it all. you will plan the best you want for me right? i trust you Lord. : ) but please dont make the going too tough for me.
"If only you could tell me,
i have let go already,
I should be able to let you go too from there..."
6:53 PM
i dream of you.
♥