stupid internet couldnt be used all the way until last saturday. the line had to be transfered to the new house.
i was reallyreally tempting to play O2, audition and blog. i had too much things in my heart that i cant take it. hmm then i realized actually now even though i could surf the net, it doesnt mean as much already.
haha it made me learn some things you think you cant live without, eventually you go through the pain and restriction, one day you will be able to get over and learn that its not that much of your life. haha.
hmm supposed to feel relaxed today, but heart felt uneasy. haha i wasnt really enjoying my jacod two-two and little robots cartoon, in fact, didnt really feel like watching them faithfully. then i played O2, didnt concentrate, kept playing so horribly.
then i went to his blog, then i saw the way he posted, i can feel hes really feeling down and bad towards ppl. this made my mood drop further.. haha... hmm hope he will be fine. sorry i cant lunch out with ya. be happy! alright im gonna type my days for last week.
3:26 PM
i dream of you.
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