oh yes yes, today theodore, li hong, kenneth, PB and i went to mc to
do our homework.
stinky theodore then copied phoebe's science
wkbk. not only that, and dragged another table to make it more
comfortable, so stinky right?
i felt so tired, dont know why. keep
sleeping at wee hours then waking up at 1.
what a life. i cant help it, the moment i lay my head down, i start to think, and think.. of past and such. i just cant get to sleep. i cant stop thinking about my problems, etc family.
this reminds me of alvin. poor alvin, having really bad relationship with his family, and vel.. who doesnt try to make the extra effort to understand him.. maybe shes still not matured enough.
then comes this girl who hurts him by 2 timing him. what, she thinks her looks are so fine that she can play with guy's feelings? so bad.. sigh, i can only listen to alvin, i cant do anything tohelp him. i can only try my best by talking to vel, which i know vel will just keep saying stuff to defend.
sigh, i really hope alvin can be happier! and do well in his studies. and scrap off the stupid wish off his wishlist. death. treasure your life, alvin! look on the brighter sideof life. you may think you have the worst family problems, i have too. nobody knows my darkest ugliest secrets, i let them mould me strong instead. take care! let fate decide your other half on you, no point grabbing it tight, when its already leaking out, loosen your grip...
sigh. today they are having basketball match or something, hope that
they won, so that they will be happy. or even not, but they enjoyed the
game, and the bond between them is stronger. and hope that his knee
didnt act up again.
sigh. so many problems.
sorry say lee, didnt
accompany you to O2 jam last wee night. was really tired, and i was
afraid my dad will wake up. my head and eyes were hurting. sleep
early say lee! dont keep thinking already.
6:35 PM
i dream of you.
♥