look, here my father goes raising his voice again.. sigh.. family problems problems and problems.
why must my sister steal.. why must she lie to my parents.. saying she has camp and cheat my mother of 168! how can she bear to so.. and she acts saying that day, go camp aan wear anything, see that day i wore the flowerflower one also can.. i believed. who knew she lied?
even to me. why is she like that.. i feel so hurt by her.
why is my sister like that?! it feels really awful.. how i wished she isnt like that.and she doesnt feel remorseful at all. she said, ru guo bu zhe yang zhen yang na dao qian. i was like.. what?? is this a human, or my mother's daughter? so scary..
and she always go saying mummy already no money dont keep taking. you know how hard she squeeze out or not? she make me feel damn bad. what crap is she crapping about here then. i shant listen anymore. i will take her as just a person living under the same roof. too much to tolerate.
it makes me remember of my razr she sold and happily take the money to buy stuff she loves and claims her FRIENDS GAVE HER. who wanna believe or trust her. so fake!
and she feels she did nothing wrong. AT ALL. why doesnt she feel even a pinch in her heart? i believe there is retribution, which God does to ppl who sins and doesnt repent.
she cant find a job, maybe thats the retribution shes facing. nevertheless, God i sincerely hope you can change her. dont let her be such a person.. ppl will leave her..
she cries after my father's reprimanding, i feel bad for her. but i think she needs to wake up.
why is my family so torn... i really detest it.....
10:48 PM
i dream of you.
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