yay, today bought a bombak leaf bag, the nice lady gave it to me at 15 bucks. and i bought beautiful green earrings.
sigh, i saw del on the bus today.. she seemed to have changed. both of us sat side by side yet a gap in between. i guess it will always be there. we looked at each of our own direction. how sad i felt.. it seemed as thought we were like strangers. the memories then started to come back, all so vivid.
how i missed the past.. where i still had lin hao, jay jee, del,... all of them.. all teaching me softball.. seeing them throwing and batting on the field.. i felt really happy then.
then qi sheng said, " eh girl, can you move there a bit or not. we doing batting." i remember calling him stick insect. he seemed to have changed too.. sigh... i really feel sad... i missed them so! :'(( i think tears actually welled up in my eyes.. but luckily they did not flow out..
i guess i have become stronger. i didnt want anyone to know, especially say lee beside me. i dont wanna add any more worries to her.
i took a peek at her blog, and felt really bad. i hope im not the bestie she was talking about. i didnt wanna add to her burden.. sorry say lee.
and as for giraffe, i also took a peek at his blog.. he asked if i was free on thursday, and i said not sure, for fear he might ask me out to watch happy feet.. then i realized in his blog, he said there was basketball match. why did you tell me earlier? at least i would try my best to ask say lee go with me. but too bad, anyway i think it wouldnt be possible.
jia you alright? take care of your knee too..
i faked by telling say lee, say lee ar tomorrow they have basketball ar?
anyway, i hope say lee can let go slightly totally soon.. i let her sit the inside seat because i think she needs to feel protected and secure. i wanted to sit in so much, i let her be the priority. hehe soon i will sit in! i dont like to sit the outside. abit scared scared.
jia you tomorrow's team!
argh stupid yeelllloooow walls.
hope tomorrow's study with my classmates would be successful and a memorable one! love!
take care everyone.. shueling's grandpa, i hope that your operation would be a succeed. get well soon! i will pray for ya.
and i hope God, You can change her.. please. shes horrendous. arghh.
be happy everyone!
12:49 AM
i dream of you.
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