hmm the man came early in the morning to connect the lines but hehe i was like a pig sleeping away and didnt hear him knocking the door. after all my room door was closed and the main door is rather far from my room. hehe so cant blame me.
haha then my mother called me i said he hasnt come. then the telecom man called me and tell me then i went like oh sorrysorry but i really didnt hear.
then the man came. my mother went to work to clear her stuff. haha then it was drizzling before he came.
my grandpa pointed to the window then i went like huh? i couldnt understand. then he pointpoint. then i saw the drizzle. hehe i thought he was asking me to close the window then i did. then he still pointpoint, "xia yu" "ren jia yi jing dou shou le" i could barely hear what he was saying as he had difficulties. hehe so only then did i understand.
i called my sister to fetch the bamboos hanging outside the kitchen. because its really too heavy for me and i have a phoebia of heights. you know what she said? huh.. cannot la.. i sprained my arm.. very pain.. stinky. dont even know if its the truth. well i kept pushing but i had this feeling she wouldnt relent. oh well.. i have to do it.
i managed to overcome my fear a little and pulled and carried with all my might. its really scary! afterall its not second floor anymore. its really scary, height increased by 2 and a half times. the last bamboo was too heavy. i even scratched my hands many times. very pain!
then i called my mum, she asked the uncle to keep for me. hehe he said "huh, wo men bu zuo zhe xie de leh" then my mother told him she scared i will fall over. hahaha then the uncle still so blur, hehe then i told him then he said "orh.. wo hai yi wei ni yao wo zuo na xie dong xi." hahaha so funny. hehe anyway thank you uncle!
then i think i met my mother to buy dinner home. we bought new york pizza(hawalian)(dont know how to spell), NYP cheese fries and shared cai fan with my sister. my mother bought dong fen for herself, rice for my grandfather. dont know why he likes ya fan so much, and like that yu tou fan. haha.
hey the fries are super yummy! i lovelovelove the cheese! nicer than any other fries i have tasted. its 2.90. my sister loved it too.
then repeated at night again. haha. then my mother woke up she said, "ni qu si la! toilet so near only also dont dare to walk here!" hehehe so funny. but luckily she woke up. sigh i cant get used to this new house.
these few days she kept picking on me. dont know why, ask her questions, keep scolding ppl.. then she kept saying I TOLD YOU.. I TOLD YOU.. I TOLD YOU.. haiyo! how many I TOLD YOU you wanna tell me?? very irritating you know.
maybe because of her time of the month then shes like that.
but its like.. not only you have problems. i have mine too, and i believe much more than your money, husband, daughter, work stress problems.
you have yours, i have mine so lets not compare. but please. dont keep venting on me.. im really tired of faking strong.
i sleep so late always. why? i worry for my friends. i keep thinking bout' them. i keep thinking bout' the past, i miss the past. i keep thinking why ppl change. i keep thinking how to help them.
i keep thinking about him, about how badly i treat him. keep thinking when school reopens how?? miss kaur, miss soo.. councillor.. studies. so much more. very scared.. sigh who can i tell?
only God knows my heart but he cant talk to me. i can only ask him to be beside me to protect me.. he cant give me advise directly.. only through ppl or things or messages he send to me.
its quite tough taking care of my grandpa. but at least he talks to me, makes me feel happy. hee. but i hope he can walk properly.. talk more clearly.. and not spend his life watching out of the same window or just stare at the tele without being able to hear any sound..
God, please help my grandpa. thank you for everything!
hmm going out with shue ling to find christmas presents tomorrow. hope it can be a fruitful one.
tonight repeats. haha
8:09 PM
i dream of you.
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