OH NO! I TOOK SO LONG TO TYPE THIS POST. JUST A MISTAKE AND ALL GONE!!!! AHH!! I SHALL RETYPE.
went to my grandma's house for dinner. my xiao yi passed to janna and she passed to me our presents. hehe thank you. she never fails to forget.
but i felt really bad, we have been so busy with shifting, and didnt have time to buy for them. i felt rather reluctant to leave the place... hmm my grandpa would be staying with us cause' my san yi and grandma would be going over to malaysia for my ah qiang biao ge's wedding. sorry that i cant make it! sigh, i really regrettttt missing it for a stupid meaningless christmas that i have spent. sigh, im sorry.
hmm then after the final shift, my father drove us to dispose off our old sofa. we couldnt' dipose nearby for fear that my grandmother would see. then she will go hur, all new one!
we kept going in here and there but couldnt' find a suitable place. poor them, stuck in the back of the lorry, so smelly and dirty. lucky theres a gap for air to go in and ventilate. then while they were disposing, my mother gave my father the their pay for the day. he then said later then he will give, my mother kept probing why. he just refuses to say. we didnt know he had planned to go to a coffeeshop for some drinks then give.
my mother and i were holding the puzzle that i have fixed so anxiously and intensely.
yet he wants us to go the coffeeshop for some drinks. hey we are holding the puzzle. oh yes, that reminds me when i was transporting the puzzle down, my mother used her elbow to press the open button then i kept saying you go first, then she didnt wanan listen.
then i walked one step out then she released then a few pieces dropped down into the hole of the life. aww... my heart was like.... sigh. i didnt know if i should be angry or not. then she didnt even say a sorry to me. if she had, i wouldnt feel soooo upset already. she still scolded me. what barbarians are they. sigh. luckily im not like them.
but hmm maybe she did feel bad inside her heart.
then we stopped at the stupid coffeeshop. he ordered beer for himself, 4 cokes, and nothing for my mum and i. because we were very full already. i love the otah my ah ma makes! hehe.
hmm then he said y'all have worked ____ hours today. then one middle-aged guy said no, we have worked___ hours. he included the lunchtime, so it was one hour more.
then he started saying very loudly, "YOU DONT TRY TO CHEAT MY MONEY AH. YOU ONLY WORKED FOR___ HOURS STILL DARE TO ASK FOR MORE. YOU ARE THE WORST AMONG ALL OF YOU.YOU ARE THE LOUSIEST YOU KNOW. TOMORROW YOU DONT HAVE TO WORK FOR ME ALREADY."
the poor fella kept saying sorry la boss sorry. dont like that la. then he asked his "worker" to find another man to work. i felt damn pissed. yes. damn pissed. even if he was, he is still human right. can you spare a thought for his feelings? please would you??? my face was long and really black. i rolled my eyes. i think the "worker" saw and he smiled. hehe i think at least he can understand how i feel inside.
the tables all around us turned their attention to us. im like. oh nooooo is there any hole for me to hide myself in??
my mother said " wei shen me ni yao jiang hua jiang dao zhe me da sheng de huh?" he said"WO NA LI YOU JIANG HUA HEN DA SHENG. WO YI XIANG LAI JIANG HUA SHI ZHE ME DA SHENG DE MA. SHENG ME JIANG HUA JIANG DAO ZHE ME DA SHENG."
i cant take it so i told my mother, mummy i dont wanna stay here already. can we go walkwalk. then she remembered she has to transfer 15 bucks to my sister. after that i aske her to buy mini dou sha bing and cha shao bao for breakfast. hey they doushabing really tasted yummy! the nicest i ever had! and its 4 for a dollar. not expensive at all! and they are yummy! then he gave them their pay with his face full of arrogance. like as if he was loaded and like as if the money came out of his pocket. waa i cant stand it. then it was time for them to go home. i wanted to bid goodbye to them, but was shy and didnt dare.
one by one walked past and smiled at me, and waved byebye to me! hehehe guess how happy i was instantly. hehehe it was like as though we have made friends throughout the day. hehe touched, because they could like understand my feelings.
then at night packed a while. i didnt dare to brush up, outside was all dark, my parents asleep. sister at camp. poor shue ling and say lee had to talk to me on the phone through wee hours to accompany me. he also.. keep offering to call me to accompany me, he dont want me to be scared. hehe. i accidentally place a gass cup outside quite loudly then he woke up. phew,
i told shueling yay he wake up already dont have to pei wo already. really sorry and thankful. sorry say lee! got scolded by your parents. sorry shue ling too.
hmm really sorry to him, hehe accompany me through message. keep asking me to not be scared. hehehe. thankyou for always being here for me. hehehe : ) and its past your bedtime already.
having these 3 ppl by my side.. hehehe. happy! loved! i hope things wont change!
5:09 PM
i dream of you.
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